I have fallen way off of my fitness and well being. I hate it so much because I feel it a lot worse than I have ever in my life. My body never acted negatively to weight gain, but recently it seems to be the reason why my body is not liking me right now. Playing roller derby and practicing on a regular basis is helping gain the weight faster than I would have without it. However, with how intense the practices have been getting, my weight is making almost impossible for me to give my all that I know I have in me.
So something has to give!
So here's whats going to happen. I am going to start filming my weigh-in's again. That seemed to help me a lot when I did it at the beginning of 2013, so I'm going to see if that helps me again. I felt like it kept me accountable because I was making them public for the world to see. I am going to be super embarrassed by what my starting weigh-in will bring because I have basically gained all the weight back. :/ Though instead of the videos going on my youtube channel, I am just going to post the videos straight to here. No talking, no excuses, just the weigh-in. I'm keeping it short and sweet, and any comments I need to make I will type out as a blog. I will measure myself at the beginning of every month like before and post the results as separate blog posts.
I will stick to this. I really want to get better at roller derby, and I can't really do that if I don't actively try to better myself.
DFTBA everyone. <3 you!
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